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Going Home Today!
Posted on 29. Jul, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
Leslie and I are going home to Alabama today and I’m so pumped. So pumped that I had a spur of thoughts that I thought I’d get out before my final Church History exam I have in 39 minutes. It was a sudden decision for us to go home this weekend…greatly influenced by an invitation from our good friends, the Ragsdales, to head to Lake Martin for a few days of skiing, knee boarding, lounging, grilling burgers, and just relaxing. We are heading out after my exam today at 4pm. We’re leaving Benjamin with my parents on Saturday night while Leslie and I head to the lake. I just feel like it’s time to go home for a bit and just love on some folks. I want my parents to see how much Benjamin has grown. And hear him say “pizza”, “cock a dooooo”, and “I yub you”. And then there’s Chucks and Jim Bob’s. Yes, these are two of the finest eating establishments in the Auburn/Opelika area. Chucks is your local pit bar-b-que joint, owned by a wonderful man and brother in Christ, Chuck Farrell. This is the kind of bar-b-que that is vinegar/mustard based…makes you want to slap someone it’s so good (you can tell from this email that I’m already starting to get back into the Alabama vernacular). I particularly like to sop up the sauce with the soft white bread when I’m finishing everything up. Jim Bob’s…owned by Chuck’s Son in Law…has the best chicken fingers of all the kingdoms of the world. It is also Benjamin’s favorite place…he mostly likes the fries there and the fact that he can run around and mess with other people as they eat (it’s one of those wide open places). I’m sure we’ll run into lots of local friends at these places and catch up on who’s graduating from high school…the latest on Auburn football, etc. I’m so thankful for having a warm home and community to go back to. Being so far away makes it that much more special.
Better Run…going to cram in a little more info about realists vs. nominalists in the next 30 minutes!
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Rush of Prayers
Posted on 26. Jul, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
Ever had those times when you feel like there is just so much to pray for that you get a little overwhelmed. Like when you suddenly become aware of what so many other people around you are facing…like breast cancer, having babies, financial problems, discerning job paths, dating issues, sick kids, etc. I could go on and on here. Last night I suddenly came to that place. I’m thankful that God opened my eyes to see into others lives and walk in their shoes but it’s tough…breaks your heart and puts you on your knees. I know this is the place where God wants us to live into daily. I just haven’t been here in a while…been busy trying to run my own city. It’s refreshment in the midts of sorrow…not what we would ever expect is it. Got to go…suppost to be reading now for Church History.
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Back in the Saddle
Posted on 13. Jul, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
Today was my first day back in class…Church History I. After having a good break in June, I was looking forward to getting back at it. Had a great day and I’m really excited about this class, even though most of my buddies at Seminary have said it is pretty tough and a drag. But I really need to know this stuff. I have never been the all that great at knowing our historical background as Christians so I am hoping that this really puts some pieces together for me. Today it was good to get back into the depth of who Jesus was. We spent most of the day examining the religious and political climate that he lived and taught in…it was a real mess. It all just shows how out there Jesus really was…totally counter cultural. But when you learn this stuff it just makes Jesus even more irreristable. It was refreshing today…I have missed this over the last month. That’s it…got to get back to reading.
Benjamin Tid Bit: After school today I was out in the yard goofing around with Benjamin. He found the watering can in the garage, then walked up to the flowers in our front yard to water them (no water in the can). He was so proud of himslef…looking at me for a response after each tilt of the can. He went around to almost every flower and shrub in front of the house. He had seen me doing this over the last week or so. Thank you God for this blessing and lesson.
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Akward Break
Posted on 07. Jul, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
OK, I’m back. It’s been a little while since I’ve left some thoughts here…mostly because I’ve had a break from school in June and my mind just has not been in writing/blog mode. We spent the first half of June visiting family and friends in Alabama. Since then we have been here in Wilmore just taking care of little errands and having a lot of family time together. But it’s been a little akward for me to have this time off. I think a lot of it has to do with the business world I came from and the way I was raised. In the last weeks I have trimmed every bush in my yard and done just about every house project I could come up with. I’ts been a wonderful time with Leslie and Benjamin but at times I’ve felt a little guilty for having this time off. I recognized this a few weeks back and have been talking it through with Leslie and friends. I know that God is somehow shaping me through this time. Just can’t articulate it right now. So no great revelations or conclusions at this time.
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Sermonizing??
Posted on 30. May, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
Today I preached my first sermon…a very new and different experience for me. In my past job I often had to do presentations and spoke on several other occasions, but this was just different. This whole deal of the Holy Spirit speaking through you changes everything. I really sensed that the Holy Spirit showed up a few weeks ago one late night when this message really hit me…living in response to grace. It was like the flood gates opened and the whole sermon just poured out of me. But after that I began to refine it, analyze it, organize it, and basically beat it to death. But this whole time I just did not feel the same burn in my heart as I did that first night when it all just overflowed into messy notes onto my notebook paper. As I went over my outline and spoke the message out in my mind the last few days, I just did not have that same original passion…almost like I was missing something. Was what I was missing the Holy Spirit?? Early this morning as I was going over everything one last time I just realized that I had done all I could do…it was time to just leave the rest as open space for God to do the final work…and he did.
It’s so hard to judge how one’s own sermon goes. I’m actually trying not to think about it at all…but I’m tempted to replay it in my mind and analyze every word I can remember but I feel like I just need to leave it alone. I was overwhelmed as I was speaking and even choked up a few times. I definately felt more enabled to articulate clearly and precisely things that I could not get down as I prepared. I think that what I was feeling was the Holy Spirit guiding my words. This is all new to me. It’s almost like my little son Benjamin learning to walk for the first time…he’s akwardly stumbling around not knowing how or what exactly he’s doing.
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chicken fingers and french fries please…
Posted on 18. May, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
Last Friday night we had a family date with our good friends, Alison and Brandon. We had been craving “Mexican” for the last few weeks so we ventured into Lexington to eat at a place that I now can’t remember the name of. By the time we got there and were seated we were all starving. It was like a tornado came through and hit the chips and salsa. Leslie and I were so hungry and excited about eating out that we were glued to our menu’s. When the waiter came to take our orders Leslie went with a some kind of burrito supreme and I ordered a chimachanga. The waiter then pointed to Benmamin (our 1.5 year old son who was chewing on several straws at the end of the table) and said, “What about him?” We were both stunned…we had somehow gotten lost in our own little world of burrito’s and chimachanga’s and didn’t even think about what Benjamin could eat…I know, it’s pretty sad. The waiter handed us a children’s menu: mexican hamburger…kid’s tacos…chicken fingers and french fries…chicken quesadillas. We both perused the options and then the neatest thing happened. Without speaking, we glanced at eachother and just knew what to get. There was no, “so what do you think” or “what’s going to be the least messy?”. We both just new. I looked back at the waiter and said, “chicken fingers and french fries please”. We ended up having a great dinner but totally ate way to much.
The next day Brandon and I were talking over some things we were both experiencing in our journey with God when it hit me…what had happened the night before with Leslie…this is what it’s like to be in that deep intimate friendship with God. It’s like your both on the same page…the desires of your heart and His heart are the same…you don’t even have to think about things…you just know…you become ONE.
This spring semester our seminary community has been focusing on Jesus’ prayer for us in John 17: 20“I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, 21 that all of them may be ONE, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe you have sent me. 22 I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be ONE as we are ONE: 23 I in them and you in me.”
I’ve struggled with this all semester. My first reaction is “this sounds like crazy talk”. But it is a beautiful mystery. One of those things that logical number crunching guys like me are a little slow at grasping. But this instance with Leslie gave me a tangible piece for understanding this intimate relationship that Jesus prayed for us to have with his Father. When we are in continuous fellowship with God and have that deep abiding relationship…a intimate friendship like Leslie and I have…somehow your hearts are just on the same page. Your thoughts, desires and meditations become His own thoughts, desires and meditations. You don’t have to debate or go back and forth about decisions…there is no doubt. It just happens. You become ONE! Is this little example with Leslie just a taste of the relationship that God desires with us? I believe it is. Thank you God for seeking friendship with us misfits!
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The Great Debate is Over!
Posted on 03. May, 2005 by Josh Agerton.
I’m officially taking the plunge into blog world. I’ve had this site ready to go for a few months now but my heart has just not been in the right place to get started. I’ve been holding an inner debate on why I should blog. Part of me has seen this as an expression of my pride and an opportunity to validate myself. It sounds like this, “Hey family, close Christian friends, people I respect and want to be respected by…come to my blog and be impressed with all the great spiritual stuff God is doing in my life.” Sounds pretty scary doesn’t it. This is the kind of junk that God has been bringing me out of in this first year of Seminary. The other side of the debate has been that this is an avenue to share my life with others in a way that gives total glory to the Father. So it comes down to this…my glory vs. God’s glory. I think this is the quiet debate that subconsciously goes on in all of us and is decided by the posture of our hearts. My pride has conquered this debate for many years but as my distant and corgal friendship with God has grown into one of intimacy, the tables have somehow turned. Over the last nine months He’s allowed me to see the mask of self-righteousness I’ve worn for so long…it’s been pretty uncomfortable and humbling. But realizing how distorted I really am has made God’s love that much more potent. By human standards, it’s pretty much insane for him to love someone like me…but he does…and never gives up on me! When understanding the depth of his love and grace from this new place it becomes almost a natural response to pour out my life in a way that gives only him the glory. This great debate is over!
